Love in between

4. Chapter

2011-10-06T10:16:00.000-07:00

“I want you!”

She said and looked straight to my eyes. Was it only my imagination? She had interesting way of representing herself; she flirted with whole classroom, smiled, winked, and looked straight to your eyes. She knew how to make you laugh, feel unique and special. She had a gift.

When she was giving a speech, I imagined her only with underwear, lace pants and high heels. I tried to concentrate what she was actually saying, but only thing what I could think was her lips, how soft they would be.

Whole group had coffee after a workshop; we all had nice time talking to each other. When I was pouring my second cup of coffe, she came to me. Smiling as always, she had evil smile. She looked to my eyes, I tried to breath. This wasn’t what I had planned. I should be on control, the evil seductress, but she took my breath away. I was almost shaking.

“You liked the workshop?”

“Yes it was really interesting.”

“You can come to me anytime, any problem, I can solve.”

Her accent was poet to my ears. I could have sex only with that accent.

Then she winked and turned her back. She really did that, she winked to me. I didn’t know where to watch, what to say when she walked away with those high heels. Kip Kop, Kip, Kop they clattered.

“I will.”

3. Chapter

2011-10-05T13:33:00.000-07:00

The first time when I saw Thea, I realized that I had seen her somewhere before. It came to my mind slowly, pictures were flashing on my mind, memories, gazes, summer sweat on my skin. It was fast. Deja Vu.

I couldn't remember but I knew that I had seen her before.

That first meeting I shared with almost one hundred people, sitting on their chairs playing at their Iphones while she was speaking at loud voice. She was passionately about it. She was speaking about the new marketing era, facebook, twitter.

“I know you where you were last night!” She raised her voice and her accent was like foreigner song to my ears. She had power.

I masturbated that evening five hours before my boyfriend came back from work. We ate dinner, watched some stupid tv-series and all what I could think of was how could I kiss her.

2. Chapter

2011-10-05T13:27:00.000-07:00

I was perfectly fine with my ordinary life, so perfect with it that I didn’t have anything to dream about. Everything was going fine, first year in University was starting and I felt good about my choices, they were safe, straight forward to life I wanted; nice job, marriage, kids and holidays at Bahamas, life like my mothers. I wanted it and it was so simple. I wasn’t scared about future. I didn’t need anything else than ordinary. It was all fine, until I met her.

She had curly hair, well tailored suit, and when she talked to you she looked straight to your eyes. You could see her passion. She released mine. The passion inside of me, what I didn’t even know to exists. It was my insanity who wanted to seduce her.

I have a boyfriend. We have been together as long as I can remember. I don’t know when the excitement died between us, or was there ever any. That excitement what fills your lungs with butterflies and makes your puffy face red after a touch, after a gaze, after any reaction. You know what I’m talking about; maybe you’re one of the lucky ones to have felt it or not so lucky and read it at some syrup sweet novel. It doesn’t matter. I went to search that excitement. I wanted adventure. And feelings; mostly those forbidden ones.

Blush Embarrassment Sweat Guilt

1. Chapter

2011-10-05T12:57:00.000-07:00

“Why wouldn’t I do it?

It doesn’t hurt anyone.

It’s a game.”

Someone was talking on my head when I was looking at her. I never had done anything like this before, until now. I was a normal girl. How I changed to be this adventures seeking woman, with rising curiosity to play with human lives? I didn’t know, maybe it was because of a boring life. I wanted to experience something that I could create, control and crash. I did it for fun.

It’s a fantasy, only a dream. It did never happen.

I seduced my lecturer.